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Advice to stop the pain...
so.... first......
find yerself a good shaman.. and do some journeying.. take up meditation and prayer.. no matter what belief or religion u have, it's the same foundation :) which is faith. channel yer nrg into those things that make u feel alive, rather than bringing u closer to death (healthy eating, exercise, hobbies, etc.). that will help to shift the nrg. even if we are not trying to kill ourselves, we are still trying to face death head on when the cutting begins... it is a fascination.. but somewhere along the lines... the wires got crossed and we started to hurt ourselves trying to unlock mysteries :(
go and figure out your purpose in this world and if u don't know... it's not cos u don't have one.. u just need to open yourself up to the universe and you will soon find out!!
a lot of times cutting is passed down from lifetimes of initiation (history of magick, tribes, shamanism, native american ritual)... usually those of us who have or had problems with this sort of thing are those of us who embody a lot of power and nrg that we haven't been trained to deal with spiritually/psychically in this lifetime. the good news is, the initiation doesn't have to go on.. and it's up to you to start the 'training' as the healer u are. just know that only the most healing people on earth are put thru the most tragedy to truly understand what it is like, so they can help manifest positive change in this world.. but only once they acknowledge their gift ;)
i was a cutter for may years, and thru journeying into my subconscious and getting to the root of it all, i have begun the healing process. just learn to become a magician of your own energy and remember that turning emotional pain into a physical manifestation of itself ----> does not make it go away...
love yerself always!!!! you are here for a reason.
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~VEGAN~
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posted 04/03/05
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